The analogy of life

Life is like a journey that you don’t know what is in it. No matter how much you planned for that journey, and no matter how people who went through the same journey told you about it, you will have obstacles, surprises, ups and downs that may make you very happy or upsets you in a way you don’t want to continue with it!

There are no rules or restrictions for that journey; so no need to take the rules books with you or even the advises of wise men as granted.

They will tell you that studying hard or working hard are the keys of a successful career! Having time and the big checklist while selecting your partner will guarantee you happy love life! eating healthy will guarantee you a healthy life! raising your children up the book will guarantee that you put them in the path and they will be good adults ….

Regardless if all of that applies or not! and regardless if you already saw lots of odds to these rules, what about the surprises!! The bad ones more than the good ones!!

I have a friend who lost her daughter while she is seven even she was feeding her only healthy food! I have another one who doesn’t work hard at all and he is wealthy, another and another ….

The only rule that applies to that journey is that it is a journey that you want to enjoy it, no matter what happened in it, keeping in mind that it is your journey not any others.

The irony about this journey is that everybody is looking to others journey (with its ups and downs and obstacle) wishing that they have that it was their journey. While if you ask them about their journey you will find that they wish the same: yours is them!!

Once I had a talk with a friend whom I literary envy her for her life !! she is so calm person, very lovely, have an amazing partner and amazing job! I was talking to her about me and my new life and how I went through all of what happened to me, and that I am here again ready to start again. She shocked me when she said that she hopes she can see life through my eyes!!!

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What is spirituality

Everybody is spiritual, this what one of my teachers keeps saying if I asked her: is that person spiritual? the level of our spirituality may differ. 

Today I was telling a friend about the spiritual retreat that I am organizing, I said to him: this will be a crazy retreat. He said why crazy? what is your definition of crazy? 

My answer was: most of the people who go to retreat, especially the meditation retreat expect that they should behave themselves, regardless what does that mean to you, going within ourselves is so important, but having fun is more important than that. 

spirituality has nothing to do with your beliefs,  other than one common believe: we are here on earth to enjoy life, with one condition: no harm to anyone!! 

Another nice definition of the spiritual person - from the same teacher-  he/she is a person who wakes up every day wanting to be better than the previous day!
  
For me, being spiritual is the understanding that I am a lovable being, and I deserve all the best, so all other beings. And for that we are allowed and encouraged to have fun, live a life full of love, joy, laughter. Live an adventurous life.

A person who loves his work, or at least does it with the intention of enjoying it and doing it perfectly is a spiritual person. 

A person who tells a not-beautiful person, that you look amazing today  -for the sake of letting them feel good and draw a smile on his/her face- is a spiritual person. 

A person who left what bother him/her during the day in front of his house before stepping inside it after a busy day, for the sake of enjoying the rest of the day with his family is a spiritual person. 

Every day I wake up with determination to live a day without getting angry, without worrying about anything, and to have lots of fun and joy, and to draw a smile in at least three persons during that day :)  
   

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My story with the "The Secret"

It all started about ten years back when I start asking myself: am I really happy !! what I want in my life? Why i feel that today is similar to yesterday, similar to tomorrow! I lost the taste of life.

Sometimes when I wake up in the morning of a weekend day I ask myself: why to get out of bed? what for ? is there anything special to do today, other than sleeping?

Then all of a sudden I had the light of hope; I get to know about "The Secret" book. the book was like a shook for me !! the idea was totally new to me, but was astonishing and amazing!! and since the idea is so easy, then yes I can do it !!

Since then I bought so many books about the same subject. For my surprise, the subject in now new at all. Hundreds of book had been written in the same topic! So why not all people on earth are happy, rich, with the perfect partner !! it is because the technique is not working or because not so many people know about it.

I gave it a go, and it didn't work, why? because of many reasons:

1- I didn't find that switch on me to switch negative thought to positive ones!!

2- I didn't believe in quitting my job, and looking for my dream job will work for me !! the period of waiting for that amazing job to come will kill me with bad thoughts about not being able to support at least myself, what if I didn't find my dream job!!

3- Figuring out what I really want in life was quite challenging for me !! I don't know what that dream job will look like, or that dream house.

Today after 10 years of trial and errors, and asking people (whom I consider good manifesting), I somehow figured out the recipe for manifestation.

So if you are like me, and want to know about that recipe, keep reading the posts in this blog. I am not promising you anything other than being happy, and on track again, Isn't it amazing!

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The power of the moment

After I had fully understanding of the low of attraction, or the manifestation process I decided to live an exciting life, no matter what is in it. A life that will be about me, nobody else or nothing else. What I mean by that is I decided to be happy, this will be my very first propriety in life, I decided to live a life that is full of fun, joy, laughter, peace ..... A life that the other people and things in my life (including my kids, partner, relatives, friends, money, job . . .  ) are spinning around me, not I am the one who spins around them. Which mean if they exist or not I will be happy. 

One of the things I decided to do is to be back to writing (blogging), and be back to horse riding lessons. Today (20/9/2017) was the first horse riding lesson after about 3 years off, and two days back was the first day being back to blogging after about 5 years off!!! 
  
The horse riding lesson was more than wonderful, I don't know why, is it because of me (the decision that I made to be happy) or because of the lady who gave me the course or about the horse. regardless, it was an amazing experience. I told the lady that it was the most amazing horse riding lesson I even have, and I thanked the horse for that amazing ride, and for sure I will continue my journey in horse riding. 

in my way back home and when I reached the river near my home I had that feeling that I should stop and have a walk -since I am really full of energy- . I said : why not, nothing really more important than having one more half an hour of fun! After walking by the river again I had that feeling that I should take my shoes off, walk to the river and sit there for a while. But then every couple of minutes I will tell myself it is time to be back home ! and myself replies: not yet!! I forced myself to sit there for about half an hour, not because I am not enjoying it but because I discover that I am I person who had forgotten how to live in the moment!  

While sitting beside the river the thoughts of going home and do this or do that kept on jumping to mine head, till I said to myself: look you are sitting here and enjoying for half an hour, and I will do the same at least once a week. 

Now here is my notes about what is happening and what happened in my life (and maybe yours):

-We are living our lives torn between the past and the future, and we forget to live in the moment! We keep thinking of the past which its jerks and dumps, we recall every bad moment and person who hurt us, and we start sending them our curse. In fact, we are sending them our energy, no wonder why we feel crap after that. 
If we are not thinking of the past, here comes the future, when I will prepare the lunch, what should I cook, the fees that I should pay for that, rents, monies, where I will be after 20 years. Basically sending our energy to the future that we don't know anything about it yet. 
But the most important thing is we forgot to live in the current moment, enjoying what it is, filling ourselves with amazing position energy.

- We prison ourselves either at home or work ... and we forgot to do what we love and what we make us happy, in a way that if we are back to doing it we may not feel that connection again !! Why I was away from blogging, horse riding, and nature !! Is it because I had more important to do in life, or because I thought there were things that if I have I be happy (apparently one of these things is busy making money, and trying to please people who never been pleased). I am exactly like that bird in the cage which I feel pity for him because his freedom was taken from him, while I am playing the same role but I prison myself and I took away my freedom.

- Sometimes it takes training for us to enjoy things or to re-enjoy them, this exactly what happened to me when I sit by the river and force myself to sit for half an hour. It is discipline more than torturing. This reminded me when I start meditating, I forced myself to sit for 5 minutes daily, till I start loving it. and this exactly what I will do if I want to try something new that other people enjoy: give it a try to at least ten hours, then either I will love it or just realize that it is not mine. The gain from that is: I didn't miss one thing that I may find that my heart in it.

With my new life, I decided to try every new thing that may bring more joy in my life. I decided to live in the moment, to keep filling me with very positive energy that will help me and help the people whom I love and care of.

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Hosting Pellowah 3 workshop for the first time

At 16 and 17 September 2017, I hosted Pellowah 3 workshop in my house for the first time. Honestly, I don't know what was in my mind when I send to Kachina (Pellowah’s founder) that I wanted to host the workshop, but only being in that energy itself is a great thing.

About a week before the workshop, I was stressed, not because it is too much work, but because 12 persons booked for the workshop, so about 15 people will be at my house (after adding Kachina , Dee (a friend who offered to help), and me) !!! . I asked myself: why I opened my mouth and said I want to host it!!

The workshop was amazing, from the time I picked Kachina from the airport on Friday, till I dropped her back on Monday, everything was perfect. Being in this person's energy and company only is a great thing. The workshop changed my life in one way or another, not only because Kachina gave me so much guidance that weekend, and lots of attunements, but maybe also because the people who attended the workshop were amazing!!

I enjoyed it a lot, I can't recall laughing as much as I laughed this weekend for any other weekend.

Pellowah will never stop surprising me. My relationship with Pellowah is like the relationship between a being and a river, the being will not approach the river unless he feels thirsty, and the moment that being sip from the river water he understands how much he was thirsty and how much that water is amazing.

I recall many incidents in which Pellowah had an effect on me:

- The first time I've been asked to do Pellowah healing in Pellowah level 1 workshop after the first time being attuned to Pellowah. I suspected what may happen!! But after placing my hands in the healing position, and calling Pellowah, a miracle happened (at least a miracle to me), yes the energy flowed in my body and my hands started moving, I was literary a tunnel of energy. That experience was amazing in a way I was afraid to do Pellowah session while being alone!!

- Once I was completely destroyed, I felt that my life is collapsing, I wished that period that I die because what I faced was so much for me to digest. One of my friends (Pellowah teacher) organized group Pellowah healing session from me at night after going to bed. The very first morning after that I waked up literary asking myself: what happened, why I feel so good! 

- After the weekend in which I hosted Pellowah 3 in my home, and after receiving so many Pellowah level3 attunement, I feel like I am ready to start a new life with all what it means. I have so many ideas in my minds, all organized and all fill in place, and I have the power to move mountains.

Pellowah literary changed the way I think, the way I perceive and evaluate things. For me, it is like a pill that once swallowed it makes you cleverer :) 

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